Meekness .

Adventitious i stopped blogging for few days . Nothin came across my freaking mind so i have no idea what to write . Laughed out loud .

He was here today yesterday and even the day before yesterday . He left at 6 today goin back to Kl and he went easy with it . On Friday ,I made him a 'groovy' and 'delicious' delicacy - cheese baked rice! Which i knew he was looking forward for it . I prayed hard for his gratification and hopefully he'll likes it .

We went to cinema for Harry Potter and The half Blood Prince yesterday nite . A fascinate movie with it's duration 2 and a half hour . I was pretty fatigue due to my school coco-day and lacked of rest . The storyline was kinda confusing and guess what he sulked ,complaining that he was all in the lag . How cute .

He requested to watch another extrasensory upcoming movie - Final Destination the week after . He won't be coming back this following week due to his truckload of homeworks and my term exam . Tension! Gotta brush up and work hard .

Nothin else i can do besides waiting for his coming back and i guess i'm better off on my own .

Missing you much and in so far i love you ever for our one year and three months :)

The Fray .

Still i fixated with his coming back even though it has been the second time for him to come back to Ipo after two weeks studied at KL . On Thursday he demanded for a phone chat . I admitted i'd brought a big fuse out as before this i talked to his friend on phone and what makes me neglected him so yea he was jealous and apparently i need to pamper him back . We screwed . He asked for my apologize but i refused to say sorry since i felt that i did nothing wrong infact i just tryna to entertain his densely friend and what i did till he needed to carry out sucha big deal for a whole damn night .

i asked him will he be comin back this week ,with no doubts he answered me yes .

I back at almost 3 on Friday due to the fuckin detention class that was really somethin unnecessary =.=

and i knew he was comin back by bus that would started their journey at 5 but then what made me despaired yet flabbergasted was he missed his 5 p.m. bus and with his 'godsend' he didn't manage to come back this week . I was like wtfuck and this was preposterous! He had nearly pulled through me i told him i was sick of him asked him not to bother me anymore and leave me alone since even just once for a week he still couldn't made it somehow i was with my hackles up sigh .

However i have a strongly premonition that he will be comin back for sure so i waited him at room and covered myself with blanket but i replied none of his messages how cruel =/

I almost fell asleep by 11 . Then K called me by all of a sudden so i chatted with him for a lil while . In no longer time my bro received a call from my boy he asked my bro to open him my house gate so that he able to park his car in . Gosh he was here! Another surprise from him i guess HAHA . Hmm really somethin tough for me to express my feelings . Can't thought of a single word neither . I seriously ain't a braggart but i really deeply embedded with his genuineness.

He call me a SHREWISH ; i call him my MR.RIGHT ! =)

Waiting .

Hopefully he won't turn me down tonight :)

hmm no more settling for less..

I'm looking for that kind of man

that's gonna give his best ,cause i'm givin my best .

A man that wants to cherish and knows exactly how to woo me .

Not some silly lil boy who wants my goodies cause he took me to the movies .

The bitch bites back !

Ugh wasn't in the mood to blog anyway . I failed my application for the 2nd time as well . Kinda frustrate i'm wondering for how many times more i need to appeal only i manage to get myself transfer . Haih i'm totally choke off when my mum passes me the letter which i just received today . However i've got some news from my boy hopefully i'm not leftout yet hope to meet Jowen as soon as possible . We've got lots to chill .

Monday .

Picture that i sent him today .

Hehe . Lips for him :)

Sigh . Another fucking school day for me . RPS makes me hate school life even more . Keep myself study at there ,it's fatal . I weren't impassive somehow the school's culture i just couldn't adapt myself into it . I'm not used to it . I dislike the school i dislike the people around me ):

There's lots of fuddy-duddies that i just couldn't mention their names here . For how long i need to suffer under this circumstance :( I have no idea but I've got hopes . I appealed for the 2nd time to get myself transfer into ACS . I just can't wait for my incoming reply from the concerning department . Hopefully i can make it this time . By the time my application gets approved! Woahh *Evil grins*

I want to be in the same school with Jowen ,ChoongKeng ,CheeMeng, Cheong and so on :( kinda miss Jowen chill with her was really great .AHHHA * Nostalgic la wey! *

Benz .

A free gift from Mercedes Benz .

Still remember this teddy which you gave me before you left? It's so adorable too bad it isn't big enough for me to hug it everynight . However i'll cherish everything you gave no matter it's somethin expensive or cheap ,for me everything from you are valuable ,perhaps somethin that money can't buy :)

& & thanks for the bolster and new school bag . Treasure them lots .

Take good care of yourself and remember to take your medicine right after meals . I love you .

Chocolate bars .

I told him that i like chocolates . I requested some from him during his return . And so he bought me 4 bars of Cadbury's . That's sweet though! I've eaten 2 bars and now i left 2 more . What's terrifying me is i don't feel like eating them :P

* It seems nothing to you but lots to me .

Kelantan's bitchfucks .

Frankly speaking , i don't like her at all ! I don't understand why must she keeps accusing and

unfortunately i became the victim . She accused yet she denied . Wthell's she wants from us ? Why can't she just scram off and stop pretending?

She's a slut that acting over boarded like no body's business . She brought up chaos , sucha disaster to me . Everyone has their limited forbearance . I don't scorn but you this forgery will never get my respect ,whatsoever you don't deserved that neither .

What you've done are IRRETRIEVABLE !

Utada Hikaru's .

Utada Hikaru . One of my favourite singer . Her song - come back to me conquers my soul :) She's one of the Japan's best selling artist ever . Do like her and her songs .

Baby's back .

On 5th of July he went to kl and further his studies at Taylor's . And what a coincident that i went for Cheerleading 09 on the same day how sad that i can't be by his side before he left . I knew he felt the same too :'( He promised that he would give me a call once in a few days . The 2nd day after he went there , he gave me a call at night . No doubts ,that was a sweet call from him . I couldn't express how much i miss him . We used to have all the sweet days before he left and now i was all alone thinking of him day N' night . Days pass by in a wink , Friday! The day i have been waiting for . He called me again we chat for almost one and a half hour . I keep asking him when is he coming back . Instead of answering me ,he told me that he will be kinda busy this week so he might not be able to make up for his coming back ,my heart was in pieces that moment :( I DESIRED FOR HIS RETURN! On the same night i online as usual thinking of getting few bottles of whitening lotion through online . I'm addicted with it! And he's back by a sudden i was surprised seeing him standing at my room door . I was totally speechless somehow i'm touched hee :D He gave me a surprise by tellin me he's cooking dinner for himself at his condo but then on the other minute he appeared at my room . I was totally shocked ,without hesitation i gave him a huge kiss and warmest embrace and so he spent his weekend with me before he's goin back to kl again . Sigh i wonder why must i being paranoid of what he had done on me :( i know i seriously need to go thru this because i have love with him .