Yesterday

Yesterday...it was a history yet it was an unforgettable one's . turning bliss .

Finally ...

Continue blogging after leftout for few months time ...

Vacation.

It has been almost a month time i stopped blogging . Fuckass PC doesn't work anymore resulted i couldn't surf the Internet .
Living miserably under my only one week holiday with truckloads of paperworks and presentations . Bid me .

Meekness .

Adventitious i stopped blogging for few days . Nothin came across my freaking mind so i have no idea what to write . Laughed out loud .

He was here today yesterday and even the day before yesterday . He left at 6 today goin back to Kl and he went easy with it . On Friday ,I made him a 'groovy' and 'delicious' delicacy - cheese baked rice! Which i knew he was looking forward for it . I prayed hard for his gratification and hopefully he'll likes it .

We went to cinema for Harry Potter and The half Blood Prince yesterday nite . A fascinate movie with it's duration 2 and a half hour . I was pretty fatigue due to my school coco-day and lacked of rest . The storyline was kinda confusing and guess what he sulked ,complaining that he was all in the lag . How cute .

He requested to watch another extrasensory upcoming movie - Final Destination the week after . He won't be coming back this following week due to his truckload of homeworks and my term exam . Tension! Gotta brush up and work hard .

Nothin else i can do besides waiting for his coming back and i guess i'm better off on my own .

Missing you much and in so far i love you ever for our one year and three months :)

The Fray .

Still i fixated with his coming back even though it has been the second time for him to come back to Ipo after two weeks studied at KL . On Thursday he demanded for a phone chat . I admitted i'd brought a big fuse out as before this i talked to his friend on phone and what makes me neglected him so yea he was jealous and apparently i need to pamper him back . We screwed . He asked for my apologize but i refused to say sorry since i felt that i did nothing wrong infact i just tryna to entertain his densely friend and what i did till he needed to carry out sucha big deal for a whole damn night .

i asked him will he be comin back this week ,with no doubts he answered me yes .

I back at almost 3 on Friday due to the fuckin detention class that was really somethin unnecessary =.=

and i knew he was comin back by bus that would started their journey at 5 but then what made me despaired yet flabbergasted was he missed his 5 p.m. bus and with his 'godsend' he didn't manage to come back this week . I was like wtfuck and this was preposterous! He had nearly pulled through me i told him i was sick of him asked him not to bother me anymore and leave me alone since even just once for a week he still couldn't made it somehow i was with my hackles up sigh .

However i have a strongly premonition that he will be comin back for sure so i waited him at room and covered myself with blanket but i replied none of his messages how cruel =/

I almost fell asleep by 11 . Then K called me by all of a sudden so i chatted with him for a lil while . In no longer time my bro received a call from my boy he asked my bro to open him my house gate so that he able to park his car in . Gosh he was here! Another surprise from him i guess HAHA . Hmm really somethin tough for me to express my feelings . Can't thought of a single word neither . I seriously ain't a braggart but i really deeply embedded with his genuineness.

He call me a SHREWISH ; i call him my MR.RIGHT ! =)

Waiting .

Hopefully he won't turn me down tonight :)

hmm no more settling for less..

I'm looking for that kind of man

that's gonna give his best ,cause i'm givin my best .

A man that wants to cherish and knows exactly how to woo me .

Not some silly lil boy who wants my goodies cause he took me to the movies .

The bitch bites back !

Ugh wasn't in the mood to blog anyway . I failed my application for the 2nd time as well . Kinda frustrate i'm wondering for how many times more i need to appeal only i manage to get myself transfer . Haih i'm totally choke off when my mum passes me the letter which i just received today . However i've got some news from my boy hopefully i'm not leftout yet hope to meet Jowen as soon as possible . We've got lots to chill .